Anniversary Ending..tough..(lol..irony)

Move Made...Check Mate..Today at 9:58am--this is def. a response....lol....funny how somebody can take "saying one thing and doing another" as a miscommunication...also like it was some big burden to do me a favor...like i ddnt make any inconvenient sacrifices for them recently or in the past......but thats not why i did it....and im sure thats not why youve sacrificed....but it becomes really apparent when a person is just satisfied with the "oh well"..when they'd rather not try when they've clearly seemed to have done somethin wrong....funny how they love to play the bad guy....just like to be seen as the one who is being blamed...yet take no consideration as to why someone would feel that way...like why would i blame you for stuff you not doin??...lol..im really laughin cuz i think im crazy....i mean it may be subliminal or intentional but the reason people resort to old behavior is because deep down they only care when its convenient to..which is why I or we, said we weren't ready...its not the first time we've reachd an avoidable, "miscommunication...it IS constant, and the attitude and response felt, oh so predictable. ....its hard to change that I guess....which is fine.....so be it....maybe im wrong..maybe not..im just as tired as you are....you tried....ill give you thati guess right now youre just more protective or understanding of your friends than you are of me...which is what I tried to avoid last time I became so distant..its understandable....i can dig it...i guess i gotta man up huh lol...ill be iight...really...i truly love you and wish you the best...im sure this will lead to some kinna talk in the future....but remember...youre tired....and i really tried over lookin the constant aggravation of you bein aggravated at everything i do...over-looked the fact the party habits......only cus ive been there and done that..i understand....i guess we just in two different worlds....seems like we just cant see eye to eye right now...i guess the way i see your behavior and the way you see mine will never meet in the middle...at least not now....so like i said...ill see it my way...ull see it yours.....and like You said....who are we foolin....cuz im just as tired as u are...otherwise...idk....