Nah I tried..

So as Musiq Soulchild's "previous cats" bounces off the walls at 6am..I think to myself, why am I tryin so hard.....I loved you so hard,

I swear to all that I know, u were all that I wanted, you were it...
But I wasn't enough, u weren't ready for a real relationship,

Not cus u young, but u jus don't wanna be tied down..
So I'm forced everyday to ride round,
Wit this sinkin feelin, like the automatic windows to my soul jus continuously slide down....

I'm hurt...

Hurt bcus u then lable me like every other nigga....

Like I aim shot and killed u with every other trigga
Like I bounce around these woods like any ordinary tigga..

Nigga pls.....

Anything I ever did, to, with or for you was to keep you closer to me,
Then u push me away..
Which only made me see,
That all that was for nothin, so where does that leave me??...

(Your response goes here)..Ill wait........

But even then, u told me not to

So now someone new who comes along.. with barely a wrd she sings a song, creates a melody so familiar, it brings me out from under my blues, from under my pain, and above you...
But now I'm wrong??...
Is she wrong too??

Are we just a bunch of heartless individuals bcuz we won't cater to ur disregard for anyone elses feelins but ur own??....

Well from what I can tell,I think her heart is in the right place,.. tho she may not even know...
There's doors open to the room my heart dies in.. and she may not even go..

But the simple fact that she might..makes ME happy...
The simple fact that she. MIGHT care for me in the slightest bit
Even if just a friendship was born
brings a calm to my storm....

Then I share this with you
Only for you to call me, any other nigga??
U tell me to leave, then shoot me as I walk away..
So know this as u aim at me and try to kill me on this very day..
If I die,I pray idont, but know I tried my best..
And as I walk away from you, I'm nothin like the rest....
Wit no regrets, excuses, or the slightest little lie...
Whatever u say I didn't do...don't say I didn't try....
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