Saying Whatz Real (Remix of Drake's Say Whats Real)

....why do i feel so alone...
like everyone that seems to pass My way..
is in character as if its "lets act out a movie day"...
talkin nonsense as if it was for me to say
and i dnt have the heart to turn a cold shoulder the other way
...so i stick around kickin out feedback..
they ignore it sayin, no i didnt need that..

i had a talk wit my brother and he agreed that,
my peace of mind about the only thing i need back...but

its hard to keep livin the good role..
when the world is tellin you where you should go
goin thru hell, in months that you know it should snow
and u keep losin in a game u think you Should know..

heart-achin from the e-motional cardio
runnin outta breath, but this aint the end of the party tho..

i always said id give my all, and she'd like that...
but in this game you only lose when you fight back..

no diamond bracelets, we only had the basics
and who knew..that this operation would be a face-lift
we had love,
like some that isnt....that aint this..
24 hrs from losin it..im that close...

dont ever forget the moment you began to dought..
the reason ur together and all of the others didnt count..

so you puttin in work and whatchu gettin out,
never really comes back to you but still you stick around..

some situations, you really dont wanna talk about
so instead...you squash it when ya friends come around...
they say i shouldnt stress it,
and that i shouldnt be down
but i dont wanna feel the need to wear disguises around

so they wonder where my mind is..me i couldnt find it
prolly somewhere chasin sanity, i couldnt find it

feelin like its for nothin but nevermind it..
cus what im workin wit is timeless..

and my homies try to get me out to the club..
and say ill have fun but i cant imagine how..
when its all said and done they go kick it wit they girl
and im sittin in the spot that im sittin in now..

and that can get old...but still i go out..
and try to be up....when feelin so down..

cus everytime we talk, its like we dont listen..
and somehow the truth just always comes up missin..

ive always been nothin like the rest of these guys..
especially like the ones they say treat'em so cold..

they always say how Coke is such a really good guy..
and i be thinkin, "silly mudda sucka i know"

that was yo bad,..how could you pass up on him..
he so down to earth you could grow grass up on him..
always found a way to make you laugh up on him..
suprised no one ever putcho a** up on him..

but i did tho...at least i tried to...
but thats what happens when you givin whats inside you..
but slip up and let'em know you catchin feelins
then they think that they can talk to you however they decide to..

but nah..my brothas told me to do me..
and dont change for anybody that wont.....see
to meet the old me and then to meet the new me
you would see ive changed for the better...
who do you see?
wow..
and to the kids im like two three ....................(Jorda

n)
hear me spit, and say they wanna grow to be just like me..

i tellem no, but its not because im lazy
ive jus had my heart be kicked around so much its crazy
understand...

i went into this thing wit my eyes closed...
and i did the best i could as far as i know....

so if you see me in the house wit the lights low
music up loud then im thinkin where did i go...
wrong...

i put you up on a peda-stil..
and i cared....... much more than they eva will..

but i really hope you find whatchu want
cuz if i cant have you then maybe the next "whoever" will

and they said after Drake, Coke you betta kill...
so i put my flavor on it just to keep it real..

the problem wit these women now is, they dont want'em real....

yea....
i think thas all i can say....