Who Knows Pt. 2

so rain hits the window at 5am
my brain shakes me out of a sound sleep to have a heart to heart with all but another soul...
now im not only talkin to myself but im thinkin to myself...
and i actually believe thats worse...
if anybody knew the extent to which my mind carries me in a moments notice..
a glane, a stare,...somethin as small as giggle can send my mind off into the furthest corners of imagination...
that imagination then brings me back to the situations at hand and put them there....at hand..
so in one hand i mold the situation to my pleasing and with the other i manipulate the situation
to fit the mold of the next image...
like i said...this is random, my mind is at work, but ur human minds may not wrap around what happens until its too late to even change or affect it...

so why do i do what i do....basic instinct along with devine intervention makes Coke who he was, is, and will be...

i know where i want to be, the reason you is because u dont ask...so ure stuck trynna figure me out when all u have to do is ask....funny

emotionally i am the culmination of the worlds largest super power and worlds lonliest child....
even as this rain hits my window, like bullets, custom made for my specific window, as if mother nature was sent here to assassinate my slumber.. waking me from my sleep, i can only think of who to share it with...

i mean even the deaf listen...
the blind see..not like u...but more like me....
u take face value, but i value a face....
words mean no more to me than the meaning..
meaning that if u dont mean those words...dont use them..
at least not with me....

yea im a little out there sometimes...
i work hard
i pray harder
i laugh hard
i love harder
and all except prayers go unanswered sometimes...
cuz prayers are yes or no...
right or wrong...

God is my only true relative....
i just cant identify with some of these earth beings...

when i say im not from here...its not becuz of the look of disbelief i see you wear when i release thought..
or because some pill poppin animal said it and it sounded cool....
nah..not by any means....
I say it because, mentally, im not from here..your advice, although welcome, is sometimes useless to me...bcuz before u can say it, ive run the situation in question thru my mind so many times and from so many angles, that u would only be echoing the previous and stating the obvious....
so thanks..but no thanks...

the rain is hitting harder now..
am i onto something??
when i raindown insight into my soul, does that, in turn, therefore, by the way, also....
make the sky cry harder???

see how useless my words can be.....but the ones that make u smile are meant to do just that...

and truthfully i feel thats a major part of my purpose...to make u smile...

now who's gonna make me smile??

we'll stop here bcuz now lightning and thunder are on the way and the deeper i get in thought, the worse the storm gets...so as the skies pour our they're emotions and energies,trapped behind the thin, but powerful cloud of doubt....
i do to you....

but u like it...

i see u smilin...

now who's gonna make me smile....
6:15am ...
(( Author_Penzwell )) out.....